Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Baby, Be The One...

I can think of nothing better

Than to know the one you love

For as long as we've been together

We should open up my heart yeah

If I gave you my heart

Would you be the one that I love

If I told you my feelings

Would you be the one that I trust

Would you make sure everything's fine

Would you hold me close tonight

Would you be the one that I love

Will you hold me tonight I feel like breaking down the walls

Welcome you into my world

I'm not afraid of what you find in me

I just want us to be closer, yeah

Confide in me, tell me all your fears

I wanna be, the one that you depend on

To share a dream, forget about the hard times that we'll face

Let's go all the way

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

a new beginning

A chapter of my life just ended and started last 16 September 2006. My life’s greatest chapter (so I thought) was crashed, everything down the drain with just a blink. I was unable to save a thing, just memories --- both happy and painful. I dunno what’ll happen next … my fairytale didn’t have a happy ending, instead, it left me sobbing and wondering to a lot of things.

In the middle of my quests for answers, I felt a set of arms embraced me … grabbed my hand and took me inside for a talk. The next thing I knew, I was already starting a new chapter of my life …

A new chapter with the same person …

I hope this would be The One … She would be The ONE!!!

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Deep SHITTT!

A lot have changed, I, myself don’t even know who I’am now. I used to be the jolly, worry-free kikay gurl who loves to mingle with people … but now, I prefer to be alone, alone with no one but myself – stare at the ceiling and cry, talk to myself and/or to God and cry, watch the twinkle of the stars at night and cry, and think think and think and cry still … think as to what happened to me and to my life.

I miss the way I used to be … things are a lot different now … I dunno what happened and how it happened, I dunno when it started … all I know is that its damn killing me, eating me alive, and I couldn’t find the way out or the fucking cure to this piece of shit.

** commercial, let’s light a stick of cigar to that, Damn life **

I’m currently standing in the dark and turmoil surrounds me. I’m lost and so disoriented in this perilous journey to no where.

I wanna go back to my old self, I miss the way I used to be.

Making your way in the world today
Takes everything you've got;
Taking a break from all your worries
Sure would help a lot.
Wouldn't you like to get away?
All those night when you've got no lights,
The check is in the mail;
And your little angel
Hung the cat up by it's tail;
And your third fiance didn't show;
Sometimes you want to go
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
You want to be where you can see,
Our troubles are all the same;
You want to be where everybody knows your name.
Roll out of bed, Mr. Coffee's dead;
The morning's looking bright;
And your shrink ran off to Europe,
And didn't even write;
And your husband wants to be a girl;
Be glad there's one place in the world
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
You want to go where people know,
People are all the same;
You want to go where everybody knows your name.
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;
Where everybody knows your name,
And they're always glad you came;



Birthday Blues ...

What's so special about today?
Ahh it's my birthday!
Got something special for me,
Anybody? ... God?
Oh life, life oh life ...
It's almost 3AM and I've gotta get some sleep,
Let's see what's instore for me today ...
As I turn 29 ...
Sigh .... sad ... :(
2:48AM, 29 Aug 2006