"always be my baby"

this song is soo for me and cj ...
thru the up's and down's of our relationship, we still managed to be friends ... yeah just friends.
we became a couple and we broke up like three times, yet we still managed to patch things up, but i guess the break up that we had a couple of weeks back will be IT (sigh...)
i called it off, and when we were about to patch things up for Nth time, we found out that he's leaving this aug for bahrain; for work. so we took it from there, we ended up w/ a mutual decision of keeping each other as friends, nothing more.
such a bitter sweet goodbye ...

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free - coz that's the right thing to do :( ...
So I'm letting you fly - do you really have to go to Bahrain???
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby - uttered: 04 july, rock bottom
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no - i dont wanna cry over you, just dunno when sept comes...
And I won't beg you to stay - hahaha!!!
If you're determined to leave girl - "i just dont want any hard feelings between us"
I will not stand in your way - a bitter sweet goodbye :(
But inevitably you'll be back again - haha, i knew you'd be back :)
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby - uttered: 04 july, rock bottom
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh - been there, done that..and yes, he was there for me :)
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time - you always do sweetie ...

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby


You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

bring it on ...

they say, "when it rains, it pours!", ito lang masasabi ko dyan - oo nga, soo true! mapa good thing or bad thing it always comes in three..'hate it, eerrrr!!!

mid this week, i already sensed that things between me and kei aren't doing the way it should be, i let it passed and gave him the benefit of the doubt. Damn it! anong petsa na, ni ha ni ho, wala pa rin coming from him...fine! "your silence is loudly understood!!!". thats strike 1, panalo diba! may boyfreind ka nga, no where to be found naman, winner!

here goes strike 2 ... last night, my most recent ex invited me out to join him and friends at this club, fine ... gora aketch w/ matching outfit pa na super ikli; time to show-off some skin sweetie ;) the thought na he called me up shows that he havent moved on yet, and the thought na i said "yes" also shows that im still into him ... i dont wanna be hypo, yes i am, a bit, hahaha! to make the long story short, nag away lang naman kme, as in nagka bad tripan due to some guys approcahing me and the gurl who approached and the other 2 gurls whom he approached. kinlangan ba may gantihan??? does he really have to show it right into my face na mabenta sha! not because i told him abt kei, eh gaganonin na lang nya ko, t*ng yna!!! ang ending, shempre ang baklang aketch nag walk out kuno, habol naman ang lolo mo. plus he called me twice; 1 when he was on his way home, and the other 1, when he got home!!! hahaha, panalo pa din ako, may alas pa din aketch ... yun lang masasabi ko! he may be flirting with other gurls, but at the end of the day, sakin pa din ang bagsak nya! still, im so d*mn pissed!!

strike 3, shempre ang panalo kong mudra!!! wala talagang katulad si girlie, idol to the nth level! akalain mo ba namang mag wiwithdraw daw sha ng 5k from the money i deposited a couple of nights back. the hell, parang ang laki ng sweldo ko ... sha kaya tong malaki ang pay and not me. kulangot lang ng sweldo nya yung sweldo ko! eh, im saving that money for september, sa pag fly ko sa greece... good thing i was able to convince her not to withdraw.

10.32 hrs pa lang here ... maaga pa, marami pang pwedeng mangyari ... pwedeng 3 good strikes sabay homerun, or pwede rin naman isang kapestehan pa para homerun na. 04 of july, kumusta ka naman ....

all i can say is, "fine...bring it on" ...