if only i could stay,
but i opt to turn around and walk away.
if only i could be her,
bet the horizon wouldn't be a blur.
if only i could take your hand everytime you reach for mine,
i definitely would but not when she would whine.
if only i could be the gurl in there,
i know we would make a great pair.
foolish this is,
all is a mess.
smiling yet close to tears
i need company, a beer may be.
quitter i may be
i just cant bear the pain inside me
for now i would just whisper things to the air,
i would send you hugs, kisses, and a pray'r.
written @ 1819H, 18 oct 2013
#mikeRN #damnimhurting #saklap #angsakitsakitna #akonalangakonalangpls
Sent: 25 October 2013, 1828H
