paalam ...

paalam tito man

kwentong barbero

ako na yung nag tiis,

ako na yung ginago,

ako na yung sinaktan,

still, ako pa din yung "masama".

ano pa ba gusto mo?!

pwede ba, lubayan mo na 'ko!!!!!

tama na, ayoko na!

sawang-sawa na ko sa pagpapanggap mo.

magsama kayo ng mga kaibigan mo,

at pwede, tigilan mo na mga kaibigan ko.

masaya na 'ko, kaya 'wag ka nang manggulo.

pasenshahan na lang, ito kinalabasan ....

"isang kwentong barbero"

the Past and the Future

I can never change the Past,

but I can make the Future different ... I just have to start somewhere!

... and I did, and I'm so Happy about it :)

this is just the start!

i just survived a storm a couple of months back,

it was such a hell of a blast ... i tell you!

but, after all the shitty blows and hits of life and relationship,

i'am here ... having this smile on my face - a genuine smile,

no pretentions, not a mask.

thanks to all the people who have helped me go thru everything.

thank you for helping me realize the greatness that i'am missing.

guys, i owe you all big time :)

and to you coño kid,

here's a big hug ...

<<<<<>>>>

the thing that tops it all

spending christmas and starting twenty 'o seven without a partner isn't bad after all ... yes, there are times that i miss having someone around , but there are a lot of things which makes "being single" a better thing, (as for the BEST thing, it's just around the corner, waiting for it to be unfold).

... work and colleagues keeps me busy

... family and relatives makes me feel loved

... my dog keeps me sane

and the thing that tops it all,

my great bunch of friends!!!

without their wacky flicks,

i wouldn't have seen the brighter side of the light!

back to where i started

after 3.5 years, i'm now back to the corporate world. so i say, "welcome back, star"!

i so love the corporate world ... i guess i'm just not the type of person who's into NGO's and/or government service. living a corporate life is fun, i tend to keep who i'am and at the same time it molds me to be a better person ... not to mention the learnings it gives.

so once again, welcome back!

;)

cheers to all my friends!!!

life has been a bit different for more than a year ... and now is the time to go back to my old ways ...

to the way i used to be :) i miss everybody, i even miss me ...

Making your way in the world today

Takes everything you've got;

Taking a break from all your worries

Sure would help a lot.

Wouldn't you like to get away?

All those night when you've got no lights,

The check is in the mail;

And your little angel

Hung the cat up by it's tail;

And your third fiance didn't show;

Sometimes you want to go

Where everybody knows your name,

And they're always glad you came;

You want to be where you can see,

Our troubles are all the same;

You want to be where everybody knows your name.

Roll out of bed, Mr. Coffee's dead;

The morning's looking bright;

And your shrink ran off to Europe,

And didn't even write;

And your husband wants to be a girl;

Be glad there's one place in the world

Where everybody knows your name,

And they're always glad you came;

You want to go where people know,

People are all the same;

You want to go where everybody knows your name.

Where everybody knows your name,

And they're always glad you came;

Where everybody knows your name,

And they're always glad you came;

A New beginning, "take 2"

In the beginning there was darkness.

As I walk through the season of Christmas, I’ve got nothing with me … just the plain unarmed me in search of answers and in search for my old self.

Today is the 1st day of the year 2007 .... I say …


In the beginning there was darkness, just darkness!



Nothing follows.

The Year 2006

As I looked at my past, specifically the days of 2006, it both made me smile and sigh … here’s why …

Good and/or Happy Memories:

NPI show – Jan to April
New Car! – April
July 2 @ Mapang-akit St.
Went to Tacloban and met new bunch of friends – May to August
ING, Tt and MEAR contracts – January to October
Got reunited with God last August
Got friends with John again - February
The Break-up – December

Not so Good and/or Sad Memories:

Oral defamation from John – February
YK incident – August
Sept 15-16, 2005 revelation
Mid September to early November physical battles and oral defamation from KMSM
The Break-up – December

Now, that I have listed both the good and the not-so-good ones, I can say that it has not been a bad year after all. What’s important is that I learned a lot from all those listed above. My dad once told me, “no matter how bad and/or sad a memory of something is, it still enriched you as a person” … and it did!

sayonara twenty ‘o six, konichiwa twenty ‘o seven :-)

This Is It!

I’ve just got out of a relationship … a relationship which I will forever look back with both smile and pity to myself. I’m currently in the midst of nowhere, trying to compose myself back and doing my best to stand to whatever is left of me. I know this wouldn’t be easy, the way I’m feeling right now wouldn’t change in a blink. Though wounds may heal, there would be scars … and those scars will be with me for the longest time.


Here’s a note for you …

I’m sorry for all the shits I’ve caused you …
Sorry for causing you hurt and pain …
I wanna let you know that though we ended up this way, you will forever be my one and only BABY. I’ve never loved anyone the way I loved you.

:(

gd bye 2006, hello 2007

a few days left and it's twenty 'o seven ...
i'm kinda having mixed emotions here -
excited, nervous, happy, etc ...

no matter what that year brings, i say,
"Thy Will Be Done".

things will happen if they are meant to happen.
be ready, pray, and you just have to T ... Trust!

:-) Happy New Year

what the f***!

the hell of this shitty stomach ache, it's eating me alive and it's killing me. damn, i hate it.