Monday, October 31, 2005

KMSM

It’s been eight long years since I last indulged myself in the other side of life - I’ve been living a straight life since then … and one morning I woke up admitting to myself that, “yes, I do love her!!!”.

A lot of questions were bugging my mind, (1) whether to commit myself or not, (2) is this a right thing to do, (3) will I have regrets, (4) is she worth it, (5) am I really inlove or just infatuated, (6) how about my family and friends, (7) my image, (8) am I ready for this? … And yes, I answered all my questions, and I wanna share them all with you …. (1) if it’s gonna be with her, YES I’m ready and I’m willing to commit myself, (2) honestly, I don’t really care whether this is a right thing or not, besides it’s just us, humans, who judges what is right and/or wrong. At this very moment, what’s important is that I’m happy and I’m not doing this at the expense of others, (3) I like her … I want this! NO REGRETS! All in the name of LOVE, (4) Yes, SHE is worth it!, (5) I’m inlove! I know that I’m inlove because I’m going an extra mile for her, if this is just infatuation or whatever, damn … I know my limits and I’m not the type who’ll go beyond those limits, considering that I’m dealing with a girl here, (6) with regards as to what my family and friends would say or comment on the issue, well … I don’t care! Everybody is entitled to think and say what they want, on how they look at things …why give a damn, it’s just a waste of time! Besides it’s not them who’s gonna be dealing with her, it’s gonna be ME! This is my life, I’m the driver and God is my navigator! God speaks to me thru my heart, (7) hmmm Image, what you see is what you get! I’m human like everybody else. Happiness can’t be bought … we only live once, so we better make the most out of it. If you wanna live life to the fullest, try getting out of the square. Follow what you’re heart desires, but be sure that you’ll have no regrets … and be ready to take the consequences of your actions. (8) as what I’ve said, YES I’m ready! That’s why I’m here standing in front of you all, confessing my love to KMSM!!!


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