i dont know what happened ... i dont know how, when and where it all started ... but i tell you, i not numb and i know that there's coldness in the friendship.
i was already in morato when you texted me asking if i could accompany you in friday's coz you're gonna meet up with frances. for obvious reasons, i declined. i declined because of these following reasons: (1) i dont think that night is a good night for me to join you guys. you've gotta talk and finalize things once and for all. you both are in a vague spot with regards to your relationship, so why invite someone to join you then? honestly, it's an odd spot for me. (2) arcee is also my friend, yes you are my bestfriend but i dont think it's right to play favorites ... you know me chele. i dont wanna be bias or sumthin. (3) i opted to go home that night coz im so damn tired. been in the ofc from 9-6pm, then i rushed to morato for a mtg which lasted for 2.5 hrs ... pls understand that i feel so fucking exhausted and drained that very night.
i texted you and apologized the moment i got to recompose myself back, dead ma ka. i greeted you 12mn and you replied 9am, ok lang. then i never heard anything from you since then. chele, i know you're going thru something, but you chose to be silent, fine, i respect that. i know you despise me one way or another for what happened ... but may i request that ma you to please broaden your horizons ... there's always the other side of the coin! we're no longer kids, so may we please act as responsible grown ups, let's stop acting like kiddos, brats, etc.
im sorry for this. i hoped you had a happy birthday.
tc and will wait for your reply.
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