“ :( why do you always have to be the one who opts for self-denial and freedom from gratification?”
Those were the exact words of a good friend. Honestly, it strucked me and made me think … Am I by choice happened to be a “wild flower”? Is there such basis when he asked me why do I always opt for self-denial and freedom from gratification?
You see, I haven’t been in a relationship for the longest time now, say 10 months today to be exact! It’s a mixture of choice and chance I guess. Yes, I do have boylets around – some of those guys even posses NAMES and all, while some are just plain citizens like me. I’m the type of gurl who gives minimal attention to one’s money and name, what’s important is his personality and the manner he carries himself. The “spark thingy” is very important. There must be a connection between us two. Well, I guess the spark plug is busted that’s why I don’t get to choose from my boylets yet. I know who I’am, I know my worth! Let’s just say, I don’t wanna settle for less, the mediocre ones. I’m no desperate gurl who’s gonna enter a relationship just for the heck of it. I prefer to wait, for I know that it’ll knock at the right time and at the right place, when it comes, I know it’s gonna be a surreal one.
“Self-denial and freedom from self-gratification” … hhmmm, strong words huhh!?! :) Now, allow me to say my piece, your honor! I never denied anything, every time I fancy someone, I know that to myself and I definitely tell my close friends about it, maybe not to the person involved. Well, if there’s a strong need to tell the guy I like him, I would do so … but it’s on case to case basis!
Self-gratification … I’m a happy-go-lucky gurl, a care-free and worry-free young lady, a free-spirit. I say I’m a 21st century woman who has a strong hold of her morals and values. I don’t wanna live a complicated life. I don’t need excess luggages on my journey. I don’t like a guy who’s full of problems and hung-ups. Dude, it ain’t worth it!!!
To wrap things up, this will again bring us back to paragraph No. 3, line No. 8, “I know who I’am, I know my worth!” and to again, paragraph 3, lines 9 and 10, “I’m no desperate gurl who’s gonna enter a relationship just for the heck of it. I prefer to wait, for I know that it’ll knock at the right time and at the right place, when it comes, I know it’s gonna be a surreal one.”
So, your honor, may we now drop the case?? :)
And to you my ever dearest friend who’s also been “unattached” for the longest time now, I’m sorry for being a bit pushy. What are we waiting for, let’s go scout for the cutees, let’s party! KAMPAI!!! ;) ;)
Those were the exact words of a good friend. Honestly, it strucked me and made me think … Am I by choice happened to be a “wild flower”? Is there such basis when he asked me why do I always opt for self-denial and freedom from gratification?
You see, I haven’t been in a relationship for the longest time now, say 10 months today to be exact! It’s a mixture of choice and chance I guess. Yes, I do have boylets around – some of those guys even posses NAMES and all, while some are just plain citizens like me. I’m the type of gurl who gives minimal attention to one’s money and name, what’s important is his personality and the manner he carries himself. The “spark thingy” is very important. There must be a connection between us two. Well, I guess the spark plug is busted that’s why I don’t get to choose from my boylets yet. I know who I’am, I know my worth! Let’s just say, I don’t wanna settle for less, the mediocre ones. I’m no desperate gurl who’s gonna enter a relationship just for the heck of it. I prefer to wait, for I know that it’ll knock at the right time and at the right place, when it comes, I know it’s gonna be a surreal one.
“Self-denial and freedom from self-gratification” … hhmmm, strong words huhh!?! :) Now, allow me to say my piece, your honor! I never denied anything, every time I fancy someone, I know that to myself and I definitely tell my close friends about it, maybe not to the person involved. Well, if there’s a strong need to tell the guy I like him, I would do so … but it’s on case to case basis!
Self-gratification … I’m a happy-go-lucky gurl, a care-free and worry-free young lady, a free-spirit. I say I’m a 21st century woman who has a strong hold of her morals and values. I don’t wanna live a complicated life. I don’t need excess luggages on my journey. I don’t like a guy who’s full of problems and hung-ups. Dude, it ain’t worth it!!!
To wrap things up, this will again bring us back to paragraph No. 3, line No. 8, “I know who I’am, I know my worth!” and to again, paragraph 3, lines 9 and 10, “I’m no desperate gurl who’s gonna enter a relationship just for the heck of it. I prefer to wait, for I know that it’ll knock at the right time and at the right place, when it comes, I know it’s gonna be a surreal one.”
So, your honor, may we now drop the case?? :)
And to you my ever dearest friend who’s also been “unattached” for the longest time now, I’m sorry for being a bit pushy. What are we waiting for, let’s go scout for the cutees, let’s party! KAMPAI!!! ;) ;)
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