my very own Sirius Black

if harry has sirius black as his god-father who loves him so dearly, i too have this god-father who loves me almost of the same level as my dad. it was only in high school that i learned that he's my god-father, he's a cousin of dad .. a younger cousin to be exact, and according to him, dad would often buy him a chocolate cake whenever he's around, he's dad's favorite younger cousin ... no wonder dad made him my god-father, and i thank dad for that.

i spent dinner with my sirius, together with tita (his wife), we had a fun and light night. it was really a bubbly night of laughter and reminiscing, towards the latter part, he said "you're always welcome to stay in our home, our doors will always be open for you". it strucked me and almost broke me into tears "of joy". i realized that though i may not be that much blessed with a mother's love, my father made sure that his love will be more than enough to compensate for what ever loss i may have .... and until now that love is overflowing and dad made sure that even when he's gone, there'll be someone from his end who will look after me no matter what, that there'll be someone out there who will remind me of dad's greatest love, and that will be my one and only sirius black.

he's the only god-father i know, though he came in late, it doesn't matter to me now, what is important is that he's here now and he's looking after me .... i know he's just a text away and i know he loves me like his own daughter. it's definitely not about the gifts he's giving me, just like sirius black to harry, he rarely gave harry a gift, except for the surprise broomstick, but the mere fact that i have a god-father in his person means so much, that he's such a loving god-father, tito and most of all, he's like a friend to me.

to my father, i know it was your decision to get him as my god-father, you definitely made the right pick. i love you soo much and i miss you so dearly.

to my dear sirius black, your love and so with that of your family is so overwhelming :) thank you very much tito for the shower of love and care! i love you.