juaning

it was a rainy wednesday afternoon, classes were suspended because of typhoon juaning. i was in this coffee shop with a few classmates reviewing for school when i saw a friend with his brods - 1 looked like a lawyer from his get up. we did a li'l chat and went back to our respective tables. they went out to smoke and that's the time i had the chance to see the faces of his friends ... the one who looked like a lawyer seem to be cute, and so i sent my friend an sms, inquiring who the guy is.

me: who's the guy in white barong, he's cute huh!

friend: his name is _____, a brod. he finds you cute as well.

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friend: do you mind joining us here outside, he want's to meet you. yosi break ka muna.

and so i went out to join them and lit a cigarette. he's single, he's cute and he's a young lawyer, PWEDE :) they left the coffee shop and later on, we left as well. we continued the chitchats thru exchange of texts, flirting galore!

from that day on, he would call me every single day; ask how i am, where i am, how's school and the usual flirting stuff. i found out that he has a son; 1 yr and 7 months, he's asking me not be unfair to him because of his son (well ........ that's another story). he asked if i'm a fan of relationships, he asked if i'm the jealous type. he also asked me if i've gone out with any of his frat brods -- of course, i said no, that's the truth. i was suppose to study in a coffee shop after class last tuesday, he doesnt want me to ... why? he doesn't want me to hang out with his brods in school ... why?

there are times he's acting like a boyfriend to me .. but he's not. i'm not even sure if i want him to be a part of my life .... i'm still not comfortable with the kid, actually it's more of the mom, and not the kid. if they're no longer together, then that's better. i just wanna be sure that if ever i would commit myself to him, it's for the right reasons and that i wouldn't be a trespasser. i don't wanna be a family wrecker as well, like duhhh, a super NO NO!

last wednesday morning, we had coffee! damn, it was such a surreal experience having someone in front of you giving you tips for your midterm exams ... someone you like and who likes you back.

oh well, i dunno where this thing is going ... i dunno what will happen next. for now, i just wanna enjoy whatever it is that we have.

to you, i'm looking forward to our next date ...